Infants and toddlers figure prominently in my dreams these nights. And I'm powerfully attracted to them. I can't get enough of touching and holding and kissing them. I think it's love but I've never felt this feeling before. The closest thing I relate it to is panicky, obsessions I had with men in my past. I have a deeper knowing though, that tells me it is love for myself. . . and Marc agrees. So I need to be with these babies.
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