Just a thought...
I feel a pang in my heart as we journey to North of Eden,
It is IN the world and not in the heart.
It is out here where the sharks are!
It is in the separation...
No matter how we try and bridge the gap it is always out here
with our families,
and friends,
and disappointments and struggles and losses and gains;
profits and concerns all the time the constant maintenance of our relationships
and repairing all the things we build...
I feel a pang in my heart when I think that the work is in the world and it can be hurt,
and weathered and torn.
I can be weathered and torn and hurt,
I can be hurt...
I feel a pang in my heart because I feel HIM in the pang,
and he hurts for the separation I feel... from him.
He says the work is in the world and he is in the world and that is not
so bad,
But we forget him and we create the security outside and then the work is lost to the world.
We are lost to the world...
I am lost to the world...
I feel a pang in my heart and he soothes it,
he soothes me, reminding me that I am not in the world at all.
I am with him in the inside. Always in the inside.
And that the outside is only a reflection of the inside.
Only a mirror of what is with him. That is who we are...
That is what North of Eden is. It is the journey to the inside.
And once inside we can be in the world...
But this is so new for we have always been in the outside.
We are born to the outside...
I feel the pang again.
He reminds me that I am now twice born and I am now also on the inside
with HIM...
with HIM...
with Him...