Spontaneous Combustions from Retreat - July 2008
July 16th
Through Annie They asked in her 1st opening to use the Mountain to go deeper. I heard:
Stillness
The Mountain has no regret.
***
July 17th
The Mountain heals. In and of itself.
Calm grandeur, majesty
Reflecting the Maker
Remaking me here within our circle
Calm stillness, solidity, grandeur.
Coming apart in our circle
to become the mountain
I become the circle.
Every day dawn dawns.
Fog lifts with birdsong.
And the Mountain endures.
The seasons dress t& undress the Mountains.
The light does too.
Animals and weather leave their marks
Insignificant to the grandeur of endurance
And the peace of the long, low note of
HOME.
***
Through the stones
Down the ancient stone steps
Down & down and further down.
You can only go one step at a time
Through Turmoil, Presence, Passion.
Questioning to the heart of the matter.
What matters?
YOU MATTER!
Nothing matters more than this!
No thing is more important than dropping down into your heart
where you can feel my pleasure of you,
Until you feel the pleasure of you.
The special wonder of you on your step down to Me.
The place to BE -
The here and the now.
Blessed Be.
***
July 18
What do you do once you have our connection?
You stop wondering, thinking, yearning to understand.
You relax into an openness, tenderness & vulnerability
where My voice comes through into your every action
interaction
And most of all, no action.
The beingness of you contained within my heart.
MINE.
***
July 19
SIDEWAYS
A way, a route, an action
Not reaction.
Sideways...as in side by side.
Sideways,
Always sideways.
The slight and easy turn towards.
***
July 20
Remembering
Without the memory center of the brain, but
Of the body.
Imprinting thunder and lightning
and song, soft giggle and a murmur.
Completely wacky and deeply spiritual,
Moving sideways towards Me
Always toward Me.
No bracing but bull raging passion.
No story - in silence with eternity.
Heading into the wind
Undulating, YES!
The wild, wonderful wind with Me -My breath
And
Under the water
Undulating, Yes!
Your release into My heart.
Your YES!
Your grace.